AWAKENING
I have been using self-portrait photography as an art form and as a means to self-examination, empowerment and healing for over twenty years. In addition to being a photographer, I have a Masters degree in Clinical Psychology and Feminist Therapy and have used self-portrait photography as a form of therapy with women.
Making self-portraits is a spontaneous, intuitive and somewhat mysterious process for me. Since I do not see myself through the camera lens, photographing myself is an act of faith. Working blindly, as I do, makes photographing as much a kinesthetic as a visual process; I feel where I am in the frame.
I use a 2 1/4’ format camera, a tripod and a cable release. I include the cable release in my photographs as evidence that I am photographing myself and because it is a metaphoric lifeline or umbilical cord connecting me to the camera and consequently to the viewer.
For me, making self-portraits is both a political statement and a spiritual practice. I believe that it is as radical for a woman to photograph herself as it is for her to love herself in any society that values women primarily as objects. I also believe that art is a bridge between worlds, inner and outer, physical and spiritual. In this sense, I hope that my work contains evidence of this fleeting state of grace, this bridge that connects us to ourselves, to each other and to all things.
Fireplace
Awakening
Ford
Car with Bullet Holes
Virgin
Heather the Whore
Vallecitos
Hearth
Goddess
Door with Cross
Doghouse
Galisteo I
Big Window
Dead Dog
Doorway
Church
Faith
Playpen
Whore
Galisteo II